What's Up!

 Hey All! So what have i been up to? a whole lotta nothing! lol! I am very thankful for that non the less. I have been chilling at the house with my babies, until school starts and work starts. Then everything is gonna be hella busy! but i'ma be hella hauling as well! I bought a bomb baby pink nail polish from wet and wild for 99 cents! does it get any better? No way! Anywho just giving an update. Lata Loves!

I'M BAAACCKKK!

So, i totally have neglected my poor blog. :( but i am back and i aint going nowhere! Let me give an update on what's been up with me. I switched schools. Now i am pursuing a ADN instead of LPN degree. I am totally excited and happy about my decision! I also landed a job at my local hospital as a nurse tech.! Soooo excited! I have been trying to land that job for years, but GOD knows the perfect time! and when i say perfect that's what i mean honey! My son started school (pre-school) in august of last year, and my daughter starts this august! NO MORE DAYCARE!!!! LORD knows i have paid my dues when it comes to that! Now they will be in school when i am in school. I'm going to be working 12hr night shifts. So i can drop them off and pick them up from school. Makes me feel alot better. It's both of there first yrs at something new and mommy wants to be there. At least until they get comfortable, and until i get comfortable. With this job i will also be able to move out!!! yay! I tell u GOD is sooooo good! I know it's gonna be a struggle, but through christ ALL things are possible! I am taking summer courses starting in may. I will be taking A&P I, A&P I(lab), and a math. That's simple enough and by august of 2011 i will be completely finished with all be general study courses and will be able to totally focus on my nursing courses. Everything will work out for the best. I ask GOD every night to do his will in my life and i let go. I finally put my children's fathers on child support. I don't know what i was waiting on but now i am gonna be getting some help. My mind is totally focused on my and my childrens well being. I am my number one priority. I also started working out tryna get my shape alil firmer! lol! i am a size 13! But people cannot believe it cause i carry it very well if i dont say so myself! lol! I want to be healthier though, for me. I want to feel good inside and out. I'm not exactly where i want to be yet, but i am certainly on my way!!! i promise to keep you all updated! chow!

What's really Good?

So i completely forgot about this dang blogspot! LOL! There has been a few things going on lately. I have a new company called Tasty Lady Inc. Right now im just doing hair and makeup. But i want to take it further in the future. I do sew ins, quick weaves, braids, just let me know what you want and we can work it out. Send me your info on my email and i will definetly get back to you asap! I will also be posting pictures soon. In other news, my life is blessed i must say. All the confusion that was surrounding me i chose to look past. In the words of the late great PAC: You can spend minutes, hours,days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces togehter, justifing what could've, would've happened or you can just leave the peices on the floor and move the Fuck On! So that's what i have done moved on. Us women take to mush time reminiscing and trying to get back what we think we had instead of cutting our loses and keeping it moving. As a mother of a little girl i want to set such a example that she has no choice but to see the beauty in her own strength and determination that noone can have her going threw the motions unless they are right by her side going threw it with her. If not for her. Ya feel me? Life is to short and i have to much gonh on so be sitting back dreaming! I am about to make my dreams my reality! I shall Keep you all updated! Feel free so share! Love You All!

Introduction of ME!

So i have decided to start a blog spot for myself. I have tons of things going on in my brain. Whether it be questions, answers, or just needing and wanting to vent. So lets get started!
Today was an O.K. day. My children woke me up about 8:00am as usual! Which i absolutely HATE! I mean lets keep it real I did not plan on having any of my children. I have two by the way. My first when i was 18 and my second at 20! What the Heck was i thinking?! Now that i'm older i see what i should've and would've done differently. Not saying that i don't love my children unconditionally because i do! Very Much! It is just i wish i could've provided a better life for them. We life nicely now but i am currently in school trying to get my nursing degree which i have been doing now for the past 5yrs!!!! Off and on! Now you tell me what i'm thinking! Never really got a chance to have a "young life". At times i find myself going out and i feel quilty because i'm not home with my babies. They have become my whole entire life and i don't feel like that is healthy. I know we are to love our children, and provide, nuture, etc. But is it wrong to have a life outside of them? Is it wrong to want to get away for awhile sometimes. How does the whole relationship thing work? I'm not married, and my childrens father i DO NOT want to be with. I feel sorta trapped at times because i know that everything that i do will effect my children at one point or another. How am i supposed to decifier what is healthy or not, when me myself am young and i know i am in a mistake making stage. Really don't know whether i'm going or coming right now. It's VERY stressful, scary, and all that other mess. I named my blog Such A Lady because that is my goal to be a Lady. A Women Of Virtue as its described in the Bible. I'm trying my hardest but sometimes it doesn't seem like its good enough.